I know how ridiculous it is to talk about this but I will
share it so that you as a reader will learn from my odd experience and bitter
mistake.
My name is Lydia from Imo state of Nigeria; I grew up in a
family of 2, me and my brother with our father for our mother is late. My dad
is a business man and he is always out of town on business which leaves me and
my brother alone at home always.
I was 14 while my brother was 17 when the compassion and
love grew between us (or I will say brotherly compassion). I can’t sleep
without him beside me because our busy father is not always there. Sometimes I
go to bathroom with him and him with me.
We attended the same school and we do
almost everything together. I have no friend and he hasn’t told me about any of
his friend.
When I was 18, our love has grown to the extent that we don’t
realize we are adult and not kids any longer, therefore we still go to bathroom
together when dad is not around.
One night, I was in my room sleeping and he came in and
said, he wanted to sleep in my room, as usual I shifted to the other side of
the bed to allow him have a space, whereas I don’t sleep with cloth on me.
I decided to check my mail and he woke to read with me as there
are some funny guys online who I do chat with. As I opened my mail, I saw a
message from a friend who asks me to follow a link to read more about him and
as I opened the link I saw many naked people and pictures.
Immediately, I wanted to close the page but my brother held
my hand and say we should continue watching naked videos. I can feel seriousness
in his voice and I leave it we opened different pages and that night he slept
with me which I can’t refuse and resist him from doing; that was how I lost my
virginity.
Ever since then, we’ve been indulging in this sinful act and
there is no body; no friend nor relative to share this with as I am not
enjoying the relationship with my brother anymore.
I am now 25 and he is 29 and we still have sex together, He
told me he wanted to stop but his love for me is too strong; not that I don’t love
him either but I am not enjoying the sexual relationship anymore.
I don’t have any one to share this with so I decided to cry
out to the whole world, please help me with a candid advice and I will follow
what you tell me.
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